Since the 2019 pandemic, I first sensed a crisis. Once, with my family's wealth, I never worried about living. I idled away, designing agate jewelry and having regular customers monthly, leading a cozy life. I used to spend all my income each month. But the pandemic changed everything around me.​It's not that people turned bad; the world did, forcing changes. In seeking spiritual relief, I encountered Daoist culture and like - minded folks. Gradually, I joined Taoism, becoming a disciple and a Daoist youth.​